Gia Carangi Goals

"I think God has a plan for me, but I don't think it's in this life."-Gia Carangi

 As A little girl my grandma would show me fun movies "Gia" was one of them still to this day is marked as one of my favorite movies. She has inspired me to use my a "note-book" Gia was right about alot of things and it takes watching the movies to subtle messages in the film how fast paced she lived her life. Gia showed me all about drug abuse and how fast you could lose the fame. Her war was with aids thats is scarey to think about she holds a special place in my heart. It took me places I never high end fashion marketing that and to obesses over Buffalo bill. 

Silence of the lambs was nother film my grandma showed me but no matter what she changed my life through showing me real life movies. I've learned so much from my grandam she has introduced me to some beatiful films, The fact I struggled so much growing up. Perosnally I enjoyed Gia most because it opened my own eyes to someday being a model. 

My Grandma would take me to special places like "Veronica secrets" she bought my first push up bra and thong I knew I loved her more because she cared the most. She showed me so many sepcial little things in life I value her so much more. It hurts more because she is dead. Aids has no cure we do not talk much about AIDs at all how effects us all. She opened up many doors. 

God may have whole diffrent plan for me now, I am obessed with the idea of Modeling I have wanted for years after all. I know I am short but I love being in front of the camara and I could see me doing this all my life. I've tossed and turned over ideas anytime I watch Gia I get more ideas. Like I enjoy her wild like views. I am more thankful to my grandma everyday she opned my eyes to the beatuiful things in life, Something suttle about me headed in a work place like Gia I fear the AIDS. She was her own model I loved that so much, She has this careless way of life i've gotten to see bothside. 

Final thoughts her life was shortly lived and I wish to know more before heading stright to modeling. I feel it is smarter to learn the in and outs of being a Petite Model down the runway. I am short girl with huge dreams something about being easy has changed my life giving into the wrong people has helped me see There is so much more to this story. 
Gia Carangi was not a prefect girl but she was so honest and I am still mad they refuse to talk about the aids and publicly should be talked about. She is one of the world known models who could have been much more. She should have stayed off drugs. 
Life and death, energy and peace. ..Quote based off Gia she was such magic to be seen.