This view of me as a child unwell I've been finding sickness all my life and no help fighting the boogie man all my life. He knows what he did, the facts as a child if I showed my own sons this picture how would they feel? I trust my guy If you think my mother is so great how come I can stuggle so much and still own up to my parts? Or take the blame I'll be the guilty party because I am so diffrent so protective so take eveything perosnal but not one person has been there for me.Perosnally do you know what it is like to be bulllied all your life struggling to mange anyone but one thing I know is thy self. I love being diffrent I should not have to suffer because i'll give my self a even harder time over the choices that relect leadersip. I am not a leader nor a follower I think for meself. If someone told me to jump I would not imagin what it feels like to wish I was no longer here on a daily baises I wait for this illnese to kill me its the safest way I can die peacefully. Like etta my cat burned.I'll die peacfully soundly in my sleep, Just look at the drops in my healthy self. I dig deep within me I do not fear death, when its my time to go I will, I feel there is a whole new set of fire in me.
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