There was one time I had both a great connection between two-step brothers, now They can't stand eachother at all who is to blame?
besides that I was drunk so much before kaleb came to earth and maybe I see why I made the choice to so slective in my life The day dated 'austin worden king' he was so mean to kaleb and me I walked down to pick up my other child I came back to 'bite marks' on his body so it may have took me a few weeks to see he was not right for me but who knew actally looking into these 'other woman' and the fact I dumped him because he favored on one child over the other. Kaleb is a bright child he has himself has been harmed by a horriable abusive man.
How does it feel to kaleb and I are now looked down on by police men and woman who take a oath for what? believe me when I say I know abuse and not to be believed at all its hard to believe my whole life someone would use us to spill blood shead in a family..kaleb is high functioning yes he may be unable to poo in the potty just think about what his whole life is wasted on ? I've invested in him so much emotionally now feel turned away by own son who believe's in Moses some how I am him I believe in god because of
Isaac Johnson the best suprise in my life I made the choice to take god more seriosuly Its sad I was friend with benfits with this charming handsome guy I hoped he was into me because he was the type into woman with kids. Believe me deniz was so drunk and 'lazy with a condom' let it be known Isaac was born with clamida believe me when I say just push natrually with kaleb not eveything was naturally at all but should I just take back that day I made the choice to be a mother for the second time? is it wrong that I am pro-life? just think of places where moms < don't have mom's having there back?
My mother and I got into a fight due to the fact she never protected me against my attacks in middle school by my third attack the one time she wants to help me let alone it was not even a guy who did it. Bar fight with a girl I had to stand up for a woman using profanity calling out the ebony race. Is this fair to me now I feel so pushed to leave the comminty You know how petaluma county has made the choice to close all doors for me end up with no luck.
Days I wish we never moved back at all I feel like I 've wasted years of my life finding a dude I am never going to be happy with at all. I've made so many 'wrong' choices in people I protect but is anyone protecting the right end goal? Kaleb and Isaac are victims in all this as well
My mother had no right to steal my kids as well I will always find a reason to leave...I'm so unhappy yes I've made two boys two diffrent baby-daddies don't put me down. The worst part isaac's father made sure I know six times in a hospital did not scare me off easy. Maybe he just should have said I don't love you what type of price do you put on love?
The only request I made from him is be apart of his sons life, now looks like my life is ruined for them both. I have nothing more to offer if why pretend
petaluma is not a very healthy establishment at all The fact they protect felons and phedophiles more..this town how does it feel i just 'mentally ill' I am on a 50153 I never want another man thus far. I have two sons that refuse to protect me anymore because of these lies you refuse to hear just my pleasure entrainment lie is enough to make me want to run away for good...grose to me makes me hate not following my own drugs rules anymore. I hope petaluma pd made the "collective' enough abuse to sue the petaluma pd. Or a fine fine ? because its not fine to protect bullies. Petaluma pd has no right to not protect a disbaled child..and allow the wrong person to get attention
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