How is the "nightingale" guy died is that ok?

something is really important is psychological war is one thing I know something about I've been fighting all my life I actually know what "fidelio" means maybe we can all learn something from eyes wide shut what does it really mean? I've also dropped out of college and look up to this "pino" player 

I've been so let down by the 'wedding' I can't stand the idea of a 'white sheet wedding' i am so embressed I am geing humliated by Matt Ball and Amanda V. They have no idea what its like to be me or how it feels that my children have also been through should I have been the one shut out? I prey everday not to get killed but daily I get 'treated badly' just to prove I am not a good mom. I am not into this town of high deceit. I am tready for a new location. 

I know what i've done is wrong hanging with underage sons, but I did not lie I am now ready to pardon ways and allow a "foster" mom to take over my two boys My lies are over flowing, I see no purpose here I know I don't my two boys don't deseve to be treated as badly I was I feel I have failed as a mom to my two gifted sons I on the inside know what "fidleo" means if you get this end all 'corrupt police' and maybe I would try harder to be my best self. I've seen people with less do best with there children. I prey one day My boys won't have to struggle as much as me and suffer as I did in school My true 'motive' I look up to my mother for graduation day she would not have gotten through school without my father there. I've been so let down See the how much the petaluma pd abuse me just look at this unhappy view 

I spend so much time preying to a real god since no one will talk about the list of decit I am not going to lie about "drug use" I just know petaluma pd should just watch out, I now need to find away to get out of town...this goal is working lets say I am a bad parent I just say I did tell you so, i've study petaluma more then you know
https://abc7news.com/news/police-say-convicted-sexual-predator-wont-be-paroled-in-petaluma/1272934/
why lie does this not lok like 'kaleb to me" oddly what did I step into? this is a nightmare petaluma is not a smart place to move imgain what it feels like to be shot off. tamptered food, the lack of massage palor's closing whats the point i'll die just to see OJ again..